This is a song about "Losing a close one"

Losing my first battle on here isn't a real biggie/

In the face of adversity, i prepared a verse to see

This is my thesis my minds a puzzle and i'm losing the pieces,

I hear you callin' me to come back, i'm a sucka for love

Shoutout to maybach music, my logic is getting money

A close family, and never more unrelenting agony.

This my zombie circus, you better get a fuckin' ticket

A deep slit, watch pools of blood drip losing himself can't get a grip

And the life i live is hell see, i never thought i'd see

A douse you tried to stop me and you came close you tried to ki

Wasnt close to being a sheriff definitely notta deputy

That flies me to places, with spaceships, that don't need money

Slumdog far apart any sub par

Were just high, close my eyes, now a star,

'cause shit i was close with this one girl

And he, what's his name, earl