This is a song about "Lonely christmas"

The gifts, i wanted on christmas?

Cause i'm sitting here sipping on guinness

Eyes all stickin' like honey on bees

It haunts me every christmas eve

Whenever i got a rhyme and feel lonely

When you rapping how i'm rapping, they fellatio free

Me im by my lonely

They say nothings ever free

Retarded bitches, making lists of boys like christmas,

And when we on the road, bitches follow the tour bus

Happy sadness lonely

Nothin sweet when i attend, see

You see now that nigga lonely

Once as a slave who imagined being free

Check my letter i got christmas money,

I tell em "honey, i no cher" i'm so sunny