This is a song about "Life pain hate mentel"

Full course meal ingesting the pain

I live my life in tha fast lane

Tearing everyone's brain, costing everyone pain

All this icin i'm ashamed, look like lightnin' in the chain

From working through rain and pain

Im courtside, wizard game

I smoke dope too hide my pain , people say my life is full of shame.

Y'all all loafin goin through the motion hit me on the rock don't drop no cocaine

But not as bad as lookin' backwards wishin' that we hadn't been such of a damn disaster

Tried to be a laster in a life that pain spreading faster than a blaster cancer/

But life is the blame game , nothing else can mask my pain.

Rozay told me break a leg no wonder why i care again

But i'm still white, sometimes i just hate life

Living in a gangsta’s paradise

These chalance give me balance

But i still feel pain that this life brings