This is a song about "Life fathers approval pain"

Now if pain came to ma life it will no longer get called an asper

All this flow that i give em, i live by the code and i'll leave her

Cause this album pack enough evil

I'm insecure and need approval

Tried to be a laster in a life that pain spreading faster than a blaster cancer/

But not as bad as lookin' backwards wishin' that we hadn't been such of a damn disaster

I'll explain what a pain this life with a big dick is:

For him to be true is all you ask but i'm foolish

Every nigga prolly' hate, tell them niggas get a life

He fathers her only kid that's why my homies let him live

Ships that sail to distant places

But pain last...life changes,

Yea you know life is pain

Searching for fortune and fame

Or is there six different fathers,

Talking about the god you serve