This is a song about "Let myself down"

Gotta finish this verse, can't write it downearly flight now i'm out of town

You having the family you're gonnawannalove them and not let them down..

Right this minute, they say i'm buzzing hard

So i let my guard down to my beating heart

To come and change my life around

Because they wanna let you down

Like a condom that's scuffed up, i'm the wrong one to fuck with

Im not gonna let myself go fall into an abyss

I just thought to myself how could i let this happen,

Lord i'm so focused more focused than i ever been

Im not going to let you drag me down

It is breaking me down, no more friend around

If you try to hang with me you should finally truly see

Let me a spit a few and prove myself lyrically