This is a song about "Josh my ex that i cant get my mind off"

Cant get to my level but see that they keep peddling

They rooting for me, they say a nigga buzzing

Hearing nikki giovanni on a late summer night

I get these suppressed memories off my chest or i just might

I cant quite get a grasp on my feelings just yet

Hit it then i quit it ‘fore she even made the bed

Boss is my position, i got the ammunition

Fuck any nigga ain't wit' it, i can't get off my mission

Will i lose my soul tonight? that i cant afford

Life was diggin’ me deeper, i kept on coming up short

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

In my mind cant interpret my conscience,

Man i gotta get mine. but im so damn bored that i gotta ease my mind.

I give up my light like an interracial couple wit a child

Cuz i cant get high off that trash im blastin brain cells and this ass is

Watch them hoesall you niggas out therebeware these lyin ass scandalous bitches