This is a song about "Joker struggles"

I've gone sober. things are getting colder. but i'm not a joker.

I used to fiend for your sister, but never went up in her

I've always been quite the joker

I gotta bounce, i don’t call her

Spittin' for the people in the struggles, ready to blow the fuse,

Rollin' down the street, smokin' indo, sippin' on gin and juice

J k, im just a joker

I pipe in and one night her

And all we lack is communication like service sucks

I agree that it's wrong to compare different struggles,

N d struggles already lost at battle gate/

She was a les 'til i went ahead and screwed her straight

I'm standing on the field full of land mines

Through the struggles and the troubles and all them fights,

Felt like i'm free from all my sins when the service was over

Like boom, if i were lucky in another i would be a joker