This is a song about "Jesus never loved me"

Cry, die, tie, then sigh from relief from bottling up too much grief ever since

Never loved during adolescence, only thing i loved were smoke sessions,

With your flashlight, tell me what do you see

If you loved me why you fucking leave me

Now the only guidance that i had is splattered on cement

Baby i always loved you, but our love will never end,

She took my loved once,and someday she'll take me

Where you belong with your family

Don't have much strength left inside of me but i'm anti me; fucked up jesus

See you later, cause baby i'm a player, and all i heard was

Told me you loved me, always thought of me,

And my kick game beyond crazy

Jesus couldn't speak to me and change me, i'm satan, dog,

It's ill-advised giving hours to another broad

A few niggas talk but they do without knowledge

Never knew somebody i loved so much