This is a song about "Its how i am"

You always say you wasn't ready for no man

Look in my face see how broken i am

I been doing this for forever, so whatever

I am going to have to learn how to keep my temper

Call me a clown but a week from now

It's clear to me now, but i am not sure how

How i am to feel about a white boy calling me nigga,

Got all the black bitches mad cause my main bitch vanilla

Here i am sitting, wondering how you are, how your doing

And i have to say that music keeps me here, by far, the main thing

I am scrolling through these sites like its my motherfucking job,

I'm trynna beat up every beat until my feet at the top

Its often i don't even know who i am,

Pass me that bong, inhale, astronaut flow, space jam