This is a song about "Im rapping because i want u watching because"

You know why because i dont want to live in disdain

All this icin i'm ashamed, look like lightnin' in the chain

Because im a sinner,

Ass cap, put em in the river

Because you want lexi to cuddle you while you're weeping aside

Now can i take it off yarub my tongue across yai do it so right

But you the only one who ain't tellingi tell you it's a cold world, stay in school

But i keep my cool, because i love them, and i dont want em gone cuz im not a fool,

Last time i seen you, you was a lil old girl

Because everybody knows that you want to curl

Dripping cold blood like the winter, the summer

Because i married a foreigner,

And inside they think rap's soft

Because i am so lost,

Now hire about street schemes, and getting blood money

Is that because you don't want your loss total as twenty three?