This is a song about "Im fucktup because i think im going to be dumped"

Welcome to my diary, stressing got me gray hairs

I walk my way to the top like im going up stairs

Stallion of the year: medallions in my ear

Im about to tell you what i think and how i feel

I could keep going but im going to stop instead

The shit was so ahead, thought we was all dead

Right now people think im going hard

You shook my world and it felt apart

But i ain't get to see you today

This is all im going to say

Is not far from white girls with big bread

Im going to get some head

To much to see,man im going insane

Gray coupe, whip in momma's name