This is a song about "Im amurder"

Im stuck in reality im no longer dreaming

That's why i always think i'm kicking something with feeling

Translation cause my life is too sweet

Im not getting up because im counting sheep

Im like nah im on that delonte west

Optimism - wishin' make you too content

Now im thinkin if im gone, then im gone for good

Got a little too much confidence and seem shook

You pay your favorite stripper car note

Im gonna be rapping till im decomposed

I guess im tryna say that im heartless

I'm trying to grow for you, if you can take love

Im grinning while im spitting this

It's a beautiful bliss