This is a song about "If i had"

Regardless to all them, i appease her

 if i had another chance to be closer,

Cuz they all broken, why do ghetto birds die

Even if i had to mediate or spy,

Amadou & mariam but still no chorus

If i had the option my closet be enormous

To be rich like a king, and live my life, trouble free

If i had the money dog, id probably buy you a pony

Inked up on my hands and arms, got them jams in my pocket

If i had a burner i'd pop that ass off and spit it

That's why i traded r. kelly my sister for a new hit

Then i knew that if i blew i’d come back, i had to make it,

But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred i had

Still standin' and in love with my prideheard frivolous beats, we past that

If i had to choose, to win or loose, lets just say you would be abused.

Cuz if i hit it now these feelings take a different route