This is a song about "If i had"

The father of me/ i had to speak if i wanted to be free/ i was ten

Then start again, don't have no muthafuckin' friends niggalook inside the heartz of men

But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred that i had

Still standin' and in love with my prideheard frivolous beats, we past that

And the life i live is hell see, i never thought i'd see

If i had the money dog, id probably buy you a pony

Of day if i had my way

Few chips, i get out n' spray

Kevin durant you're an ant like my mother kin

If i had one, i wonder, would the girls show affection?

Lord lord forgive us, personality clash

But if i had just kept my head up my ass

Making passionate love 'til the daylightplus we about to get evicted, can't pay the rent

I wonder if we can ever rest... if only we had a messiah that was heaven sent

So i thank you, but i hate #you, and if i had the chance id forsake you/

And what remains from a twelve gauge to the brainarguements with my boo is true