This is a song about "If i had"

Easily leo da vinci when i piece in a picture

Got me growing bigger,if i had to will pull that trigger,

If i had a profound line or hook, i'd be feelin' ethereal

Cause every girl i deal and fuck, it's always against her will

Do whatever it takes to resist the temptationbrenda got herself a boyfriend

I wonder if we can ever rest... if only we had a messiah that was heaven sent

But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred i had

Still standin' and in love with my prideheard frivolous beats, we past that

And every nigga suddenly be rappin bout that trap shit

If i had a burner i'd pop that ass off and spit it

Making his own fucking beats, covers, videos and all that shit

Then i knew that if i blew i’d come back, i had to make it,

While syd is telling me that she's been getting intimate with men

The father of me/ i had to speak if i wanted to be free/ i was ten

And this all would of been if i had a father to guide me,

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see