This is a song about "I wish it didn t have to be like dat"

Wish i could go backward, like it would even matter.

So i told her i got something you've been waiting for

Like i didn already know

Y'all niggas come last, i'm first though

Livin' off ya dreams like christina uh-milian in the front seat

I want to commit suicide, i wish to be certified as deceased,

Now i'm shinin in the broad, day-light - go figure

I have to be quicker, i have to be the victor

It's hard to live out atlanta with out makin' this a habit

Everything you try to be when youre on rappad rappin, i have it,

Wish that i could be allowed

I gotta little clout

And showing you and yours that breaking rules is fucking cool again

Man, i just cant believe it, i wish i could have it where this guy kneels in pain

I just wish you could have stuck it out.

In her defense she a part of the crowd