This is a song about "I was abused"

Then dipping with the fucking pen to go sin again

I thought i was valuable enough, i was the gem

Home was never sweet when i was there

I'mma stop right there and i know you don't care

If i had to choose, to win or loose, lets just say you would be abused.

Cuz if i hit it now these feelings take a different route

But you assumed i was

Like i'm only serving 20 rocks

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace