This is a song about "I was"

I thought i was valuable enough, i was the gem

Here i go again, falling in love again

They two now, and haven’t seen their godfather yet

I was suicdal, but by that man i was lead,

So bitches hate to do me like it's convict community service

Up on her. i was doing my thing i was getting this

Before i was wit you i was feelin kinda depressed,

Though my credits are slept, my ambition the best

When i was a little kid i was a total mess

Like i went to sierra leone in a homecoming dress

The you should look up in the stars

But you assumed i was

When i was mad, you thought i was sad

It's cause of you, see, you let him do that