This is a song about "I want to die so bring it"

I'll bring it dirty if you want it the flow like grime

Looking at the sky, hoping a light would shine

I miss her so much i want to just grab a knife

Niggas couldn’t tell if i was dead or alive

I’ll be back on the same night

I don't want to think of it tonight.

You might want to bring a stitch

And the 9th is on the track bitch

It was my home by i made die

Damn is your mattress dry

By the minute i was getting paid like a hot line

I want this fame so bad i’m so anxious to shine

Now all i want to do it die and be with you

Gator-toed mauri, three quarters, sky blue