This is a song about "I want to be with you but cant"

He will show you everything but dont want you to be better than him

I smoke the greenest of medicine till the government let us win

I want to change but i cant

About disaster in the world and

She gonna dance when that molly through

Im sorry but i cant come back to you.

It's pie in the sky and there's bodies on the cement

If you want to step up be my guess i suggest

But i cant give much (ish) away cause im tryin to be discrete

Just for my sanity baby right now you need to speak

But i want to be friends forever, to the end

One parent above, the other live scared

I'm open to everything if you're inviting your sister

I wouldn't wana be you you want to be me you can't look in the mirror

Probably won't last long, you know it's been a while

I just want to be next to you to see your smile