This is a song about "I used to love him"

Used to watch him in the kitchen sipping sammy adams

I hear you callin' me to come back, i'm a sucka for love

When i held you i used to cry

Why you call me back? don't lie

In my drawsring, ring, ring

Like when i used to be killing

Whenever i used to get bruised

Words sharp like a jerry rice curl route

I used to trust, believed her

Pour out a little liquor

I used to sleep without any worries

Eyes all stickin' like honey on bees

Visions, dreams of passion

I used to have thick skin,

Flower bomb detonator iv tech in route

To accept we got shit i feel used