This is a song about "I tried"

When i write rhymes i go blind and let the lord do his thing

I tried smoking, eyes closing, i try dozing, but my mind's going

I really tried to show love

Pocket racked up all big faces

Nevermind i'm lyin she bumpin me all day

And be lyin if i say i never tried yay

But there's nothing i havnt tried to breathe

Though i recite it like it lucifer's loose leaf

Fed ain't dumb but they sittin' in the cold dark

"my god!?", i knew that i couldn't hide it but tried hard

Thug for life nigga

I tried to keep it playa

Something wicked this way come

But i tried to ketchum