This is a song about "I realized that i was dead 5 years ago"

Now you wish i was dead,

Im trying to see her in bed

Im eating you alive like chips ahoy

And that was what? 4 years ago? ha! run off lil' boy,

I realized & visualized my dream was within hindsight,

And for the nigga that pulled the trigger then tried to slide

I realized know i was no better than him

She gon have a baby then flee from her education

She still don't know i made sarah to strangle her

It was long time ago,but i can remember

But then i shutup, that's when i realized i was talking to myself,

And that's a better reason to for me to take advantage with sex

I realized im broke cause of that damn atm

Had a crush on way back, i wasn’t vip then

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

And then i fucking realized that no matter how much i aspire