This is a song about "I never feared death or dying"

Parallel on the other side

Nobody knew i feared light,

Spending her time with him i guess

All i want now, is death

If everybody play their position, we can win this thing

I ain't fighting, i'm just rhyming, ain't dying, just writing,

I will never be a quitter , or a big broad loser

Especially if you don't know what you fightin' for

Yeah see i let my nigga hit that

Or never say never though i admit

I keep trying but my closest people keep dying

Not concerned with most rappers me i'm a king

Drugs are a blessingto someone with no breakfast, damnit’s so hard being exited, out

I'm becoming a renegade of what i'm about, nearing what i feared about...

Like nas illmatic i never sleep cause sleep is the cousin death

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears