This is a song about "I miss you thats why i do the shit i do"

Thats just another thing to do before i kick the bucket

The best journeyacres of land and swimming pools and all that

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

Thats why i do this for my fuckin self

So why do i feel the urge to cry and tell you "look i tried"

People speak as if they need me, they deceitful inside

Chris wallace said the sky was the limit

I don't even know why i do this shit

Why do i continue on

Pay dues like a hair salon

I don't mean to matthew kemp you, but shit you

Why do i gotta do what i gotta do?

Why do i have to tolerate?

I can tell you that this tape