This is a song about "I m lyin down on my bed thinkin bout life i had i get high and i don t know what i ve gone through"

Yea and this is something to think about

But wait, what now? i thought i had my life figured out

Bad bitches onlybig bank rolldo it like tonyfuck her friend

Yo i've been thinkin' 'bout my life since i became depressed,

Go on, look for a better nigga: girl you can’t find

Usually i get time to get gone and lost in my mind

Depressed for years they still don`t know what i feel

I just had to ask, tell me if it's real

I been thinkin' bout you. i know you know the deal,

Since the birth of my son, the street life losing appeal

Yeah live from the soho, and hov told me i'd blow joe

I just tell ha we be wildin u lyin bout yo

Ain't seen his seed in 14 days, that nigga too weak

What do i gotta do, get down on my knees and plead?

Chilling on the bed cuz you know what i really said

Why? cause i really didn’t wanna get my shit wet