This is a song about "I m abused and yet so amused"

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Rearrange yo rocks you got a gang of friends, money

She abused drugs, alcohol, and smoked frequently

They say love saves the empty, the confused, the broken and the abused

Cuz if i hit it now these feelings take a different route

When i'm fuckin' and we on cloud nine for that minute

Now i m getting bored and started to write this shit...

Right flows down and they might go nice

Yet i won't cry and move on with my life/

He threatened me, abused me, and then told a different story

Pardon that jargon but since i'm balling they getting salty