This is a song about "I ll meditate again"

I 'll just stick ta hate songs

It ain't gon' be no back and forth

I've seen dreams turn dust, cause he made them

Why am i back to shooting up again?

I force myself into my old self again,

Tell em their ambitions then we need some more of them

My raincoat, and gold wrappers, amen

Until i was called upon again,

I''ll serve you like a waiter even if we go paperless

I'm tryna follow money, she tryna fall in love

Thoughts, cause you're an outsider tryna get in brain

Better know my name i,ll be hot in the game/

And do i need to mention when

I just wanna pretend i'm 5 again