This is a song about "I just wanna kill mysellf"

I just wanna kill you now you turned my heaven into a hell

And even if i do i know my momma gon be well

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

No lies i just wanna speak the honesty

Ye' and killa cam', the world is mine

And you just watching as i kill time

Ok you think a nigga shallow

I just wanna let you know

Worse still, i kill beats just for pleasure/

Picture a place that they exist, together

I don't wanna kill you dude, but my lines just might.

In this life you dead wrong or ain't living right

Here i go again, searching for love

I just wanna rip him into small pieces

My bad, i just wanna gaze into space

He said that he rather put the pump to his face