This is a song about "I have to do surgery today"

Why do i have to tolerate?

Two dyke jawns but tonight they straight

As i seenobody cares about my history

So i do encourage to have courage when approaching me

This is what i have to do to get through the day.

I’m on this one way headed where the slums play

I wont do it today tho

My ambition to blow

I feel good, i look great

Why do people have to hate

As you sit and pray, hoping the beatings'll go away

I'm glad that i happened to glance at rappad today

All i have to do is take a step and descend

I skated all day, i just need some rest, i'm depressed

Yea i’m on that ball shit, boy you with that soft shit

Now how do i find the buster that i have to hit