This is a song about "I had a harder time"

I go harder than a gay man when he masterbates

I don't do dishes but i throw away your plates

Life has put her to the test

Harder than i did your girlfriend,

I had a fuckin crush

I'm just trying to focus

I had a hard childhood,

Fistful of wood, twisted for the good

A good time, havent had one in a long time, tell everybody, even the geeks

Mercy is for the weak when i speak i screamafraid to sleep; i'm havin crazy dreams

It took time -- but finally the cash was mine

Never had the time of day to hear a white boy rhyme

Fame is a drug i knew that before jay said that

The dude had a mom and a dad just like i had

Cried my ass off, only time i had tears

Odd future leaving even niggas in past tense