This is a song about "I fucking hate my self"

I force myself into my old self again,

When i get my v12, i’ma be in six of them

With my name on em: that’s a damn shame

Raise my name, but i hate the fame

Simon says touch your's while you touch mine

But i will be my old self again in no time

I'll be there in an instantwho am i to judge another brother, only on his cover

Why do i need to be the one who suffers,i can't enjoy my self while i slumber

But i told my self "don't falter dawg, you know you're a beast

Ain't no nigga touching my style, it got a force field

With all due respect i do respect you enough to expect

Cause i hung my original self from the top bunk with a belt

Ashamed of my own self potential i know it's stupid but,

Backing up, like juvenile biggest fan was a moving truck