This is a song about "I fucked up my past"

But i still wanna party and get fucked up

Fuck it, momma's proud of her asthmatic thin fuck

Word~! don't nobody talk no more they all text message

So the spaces you find, fucked up as my mind is bitch

When i'm working for certain, i'm hurting the game

Every fucked up thought that pops in my brain

Rapping roulette, this life is a drug

Nothing but another fiend, till i fucked up

God had me sent away, i cracked and i was fucked, up,

Are they gon' pay us and will they make it rain? yup

My already fucked up life

This is how she want to live

We're young and we don't give a fuck

Turned my back to the past, gotten up

I’m on this one way headed where the slums play

Just read a magazine that fucked up my day