This is a song about "I could die"

Wondering where i'm going when i die 

Balling in herrrrrrre let-let-let-let it fly

I swear the pen right across from hell, i can't cry

Never gonna change till the day i die

You other brothers can’t deny

Even after i die/

Die only think i could try

I mean the game been dry

Don't always fuck me good, i'm just too cheap to divorce her

Will i die in my sleep or will i die of cancer

But now that we're free, let's be gone, you got me blazing high

"oh my god i gonna die!" then sit and cry because the day i die,

I need to get away before i die

I be ballin, they wonder why