This is a song about "I cant explain this feeling of pain i dont know what it is this life is really just a game"

I dont know its just the way life is

Stussy’s g-shock with my custom pair of 3d glasses

You think this is a game?

Searching for fortune and fame

Shit, is life really what it fucking seems

Goin crazy, i might be no sleep having light dreams

Bitch i know pain all i do is control it

Fame is a drug i knew that before jay said that

Now you can resti betcha never screamed a niggas whole name outand felt tha pleasure and tha pain

You know what influences me? well really it's the pain, i know it sounds silly and insane,

Declaring war is a risk cant best this i trip like acid

Put it on whatever bitch, me and spitta high as shit

More money to count, yeah you know i’m gettin' right

This grit is what im feeling but i aint got a light

Whats really to say i dont know, im stuck in this life so ill make it gold

I remember when i used to bust a mack with my eyes closed