This is a song about "I bully myself"

I found myself a reason

Top ranked, number one my son

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense

I did now i can't find myself

Possessed, i kill everyone, and started killing myself

Looking for dangerously hot bitches and safe sex

But i kept myself strong

December 4th a star was born

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

Now i can't feel happy by myself.

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

Shawty open your soul, pray that protools agree though

I lost hope almost roped myself

And everybody's having sex

A shame i gotta put up with her shit just to get you

I bully myself 'cause i make me do what i put my mind to