This is a song about "I am old"

I've wanted to inhale since i was 12 years old

So i could find my rainbow, my pot of gold

I am narcissistic

Still sick, real shit

I smoke and drink but i'm not that old,

Fearin what it show you, reality is gold

I'm like a crack addict

Im young but i stay old fashioned

They take a loss man

Years later here i am

We in the big thingseat a dick man

That's the kinda person i am

Then you'll find that i am,

Hoppin' out a van

For how smart i really am

She ain't got a man