This is a song about "I almost killed myself"

I did now i can't find myself

But i'd just rather 2-step, like my first steps

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

I lost hope almost roped myself

Yea i just killed it tonight!

Must be a lady in tha light

I like rollin' with friends

By how i conduct myself

So close now i can almost taste it.

So far you nasty, ff-fuck you call that

That means i wanna be the highest

I got two dead bodies, parents both were killed.

Real nigga, that's just how i'm built

Thinking "how many have i killed?"

Almost forgot to introduce myself, i'm emt a-k-a gamma ray

Yeah two times on a sunday what a lil brotha gotta em goin one way