This is a song about "How much my girlfriend means to me"

Ceremony with all my homies, i'm suicidal

Em teached me how to fuck up my rival

He gave me so much drama i had to call my mama,

I ain't gotta tell you they know about me, huh

I don't got no time to call, hope that you ain't mad though

You remind me my ex, cause you both know how to blow/

When she was pregnant i'm surprised i ain't retardedat night i can't sleep, count sheep

I think it means it's damning me. how much would you pay to see, a backwards cursed depraved freak?

I can't let go of her, she means too much to me to do that shit

I don't respect no brain unless we talkin' that saliva spit

Picture me inside the misery of poverty

My last girlfriend screwed me and left in a hurry

They say nothings ever free

She means everything to me

The other mcs - what it means to be me

It ain't personalstrictly business, baby