This is a song about "How much i love life"

Still no matter how much i love it, i still wish i never started,

Do not give a fuck i've got the swagger of a virgin's dick

I love u so much i guess u have other plans

Or just another one of my black jesus traps

And then i fucking realized that no matter how much i aspire

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

I cut my wrist and play piano cause i'm so depressed

Goodbye my love, your incense i burn to show how much you meant

Though i love how you do

If only i could rap to you

Though i love how you do

If your man can't keep up wit you

Be beside, lord, just give the right to desire or admire such

But how can i give this closure when i love you so much?