This is a song about "Hopeless lover"

So i tried to show her about the world and about just who we really are

Take another hit, buzzer feels like a full recover, its my lover

I woke up screaming, fuck the world

Choking now bowflex hopeless, coward

See, i'm just trying to focus

Lost focus, fuck yes, it is hopeless.

Replaced by freak shit i am currently down for

Or her mother, or her mother's other lover

I rush to tend her, talked as i touch her

// [billie jean is not my lover]

Personal assault, how could her father do that to his lover

Like food for thought was my father but i ain't have the hunger

I may bury both, hopeless

Baby this was for you, lotus

The game's a bitch, ooh we got her

Wanna confess to your lover