This is a song about "Holding back"

Holding back the anger i wanna shoot out

I’m the rapper with clout columbians rap about

Other rappers holding udders dole a molten stutter

You bulemic, struggling niggas ain’t eating supper

Billboards, rap sheets, and studios holding my name

But i feel my transformation gon' smash the entire game

I got bars u lil niggas sell ring

Its those emojis that holding

That god isn't finished with me yeti feel his hand on my brain

But if i do i aint holding back, i wont refrain from pain/

Behind the velvet rope, pop bottles, hella smoke

Going at it holding orange coals, tryna cope

Thank god for what i did with blocking against this shaky defense

#2 is this for real? my words aren't coming out, i'm holding back my tears,