This is a song about "Hate myself"

I'm on deck i'm up next

I need to fucking find myself,

H2o flow and i don't hold gate

Cause haters gonna hate

Roll up niggas be like sex

Relying on myself

I can taste the salt from my tears

By how i conduct myself

Hold up, wait, these nikes don't got no date

To all them haters that hate

Cause i'm doing great, by myself,

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

When the club gets played

Its the things that i hate

I shed so many tears

Fuck jealous from myself