This is a song about "Hate my success"

... a white lie to a eighth try; try of success till my lies become my only success

I guess, its obvious that i will obsess over every word until i bless

Don’t wanna have me then somebody will

Success is my idol being broke is my rival

A first rounder, y'all don't want a russell

This love and hate are my arsenal,

Mine hate my soothing hysterics

Went out and had a church of kids

I'm the grains for this plain to grow my game to success,

But i can't keep you baby girl i'mma confess

But most niggas love nothin' so i made this tape

That's my long way to success,that's my fate

And i got a girlfriend so i'm a keep lying until the verse end, fin

Let my success be a lesson for those with a musical obsession

Becoming a good rapper ain't that easy of a process

Cause when my rap game commences you'll find my biggest success