This is a song about "Grateful to be alive"

To be alive with a grand baby who's about five

That they gotta tell me how to live my life

Life's a continuous struggle to stay alive

Can't be positive, when the ghetto's where you live

Ran with the local crew and had a smoke or twoand i realize momma really paid the price

Don't need to rationalize realize satans alive bringing unlimited supplies

Niggas aren't grateful anymore where's

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

They thought i wasn't gonna be alive

O.d. was in the weight room all his life

Keep em alive just long enough to give em some hope

Any chick come around me, is never gon' leave me broke

I'll be the thunder, shake the whole bed

I still alive,but i wanna be dead

Because i'm seventeen, compose my own beats

Them to the pigs while their alive and hang them by leads