This is a song about "Grandmother dying from cancer"

After all the times i preferred dying.

‘cause he could die any day and you still the same thing

Eating my soul just like cancer,

I don’t care where ya are

I'm doing the same thing

Shoot me? no i'm not dying,

Cause either you gonna whine or you climb; i chose the latter

I'm an incurable sickness like terminal cancer

Hey, i get bored so fast that they won’t last

There destructive like cancer act

And i just want to hold her

Dont answer i know you beat cancer

For kicks i cure cancer

What is hittin' for

My paper long, yep, you left alone, you gets no fucks

And he was married to my grandmother for money n drugs