This is a song about "Grandmother died when i was 5 yea i cried"

I brew a lie, tried to hide, he was high, he never cried.

Get ya money up, jewelry tight, swagger right

My conscious only knew whats half tight

Would you cry if i died tonight?

Even my father left me, it felt like i died and i cried all night

And i been fucking with cosby since i was ten, you damn right

It's nothing to deny for having such a mind, i'll be having y'all in mind

Sister died before i was born i am the mothafucka that survived

I ain't got no muthafuckin' daddy, he ain't teach me shit

5 times i must repeat it, then 5 times must delete it.

Don't tell them that i cried

Not only had the fiend died

Yea, see what i can do when i put my mind to it/

The next day you is everybody target

I just wanted to be at peace with you

This is what i sat and cried to,