This is a song about "God underestimating my hatred"

Dear god, can you forgive my selfish ways?

Henny in my cup don't need no chase

Yeah my shit ain't no scratch and win

...my god gave me permission

God will stay as my passion

It ain't where i been

Hoes blow for me, i maestro, shit

A blatant case of weighted hatred,

Hey, don't do anything that i say in this song, okay? it's fuckin' fiction

All this hatred is one big collision, im in my own division, my mission,

I know that love it could begin

...my god gave me permission

But my god is bigger than godzilla

If you gonna do it, do it nigga

God, my life is a fucking disaster.

"contemplate", i wrote about her