This is a song about "First worst"

Made a million with the pen

And the worst thing about them,

Always hopin' for the worst

Just woke up and screamed, fuck the world

Let's roll a j and pretend we in love

My moms turn-for-the-worst are turntables/

83. wanna know me? i'm the worst creation,

Kevin durant you're an ant like my mother kin

Hurt in the worst possible diction

Fuck swag, nigga i got ambition

Just look at me i'm a mess,i'm the worst

Fucked up, hating ass areas in the world

I'm sitting on this couch, wrist bloody

I'm worst than a enemy

Always hopin' for the worst

Long as she come to me first