This is a song about "First time in forever"

I decided to boss up, life's a bitch and i court her

Eternal joy and memories stay in our hearts forever,

Just the perfect time, just to master mine

I turn 20 next month, and for the first time

You're trying to raise 2 bad kids on your ownand there's no way i can pay you back

First time i see a lady battle me, oh well first off i raise hell put you in that

Can't change who i am, i just try to get better

Whispers in my ear be with me forever

As deep as dawson's creek and shit

Forever lost in your hypnotic

But the one in front of the gun lives forever

Listen busters, scarier when i finger fuck her

It's terminally, permanently, seriously ill

Seen my mom for the first time a in months/ but to me she will

I fell in love for the first time with an angel

Ok, chief-in on whatever on another level