This is a song about "Finding my smile"

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

Putting on a smile , hiding my pain but is only for awhile.

You gotta pay homage in order to get paid

Keep a smile on my face, just so they can hate

Quick to grab the fifth and just fire

And now my new crush gives me the same smile

As well as supper; then i'll rummage through her ruptured cunt

You'll never see my smile again, and now i'm hardened/

If i didnt meet you, there wont be no smile on my face.

Heyyy! better daysgot me thinkin' 'bout better days

To make me and my bro happy, their smile was the brightest ray

But put it in slow-mo, i don't want to bust the tape yet, press play

Can u seem the smile on my face

Just know that i'm always

My smile is the sun, but my brain is the rain.

They'd rather see us locked in chains, please explain