This is a song about "Disappointment"

Disappointment in my head

My voice make her wet

A big disappointment i would hate to be

And the ladies, they lay me, they crazy

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

The disappointment he is to a family, his enjoyment turned to insanity

So my outlook's dim and my house is eventually without any heat

Even though the disappointment plays in your head on repeat.